The wildness of God - a God untamed and unfettered.
I felt this God in the early morning as trees
swayed and danced while
storm clouds streamed through the sky
playing peek-a-boo with a crescent moon.
I heard this unbound God in rushing, roaring wind humming
wild music of untamed Love.
I felt a boldly adventurous God in the storminess of weather:
This God no more bound or restrained
by rules and laws than weather be coerced by human hand.
This God so audacious in It's bestowing love that we were chosen
- we imperfect humans -
to be the vessel - the vehicle - the very organ containing
the wildly creative Spirit of God.
Sitting bundled against the cold stormy weather, in the
music of the rushing wind I heard:
"the only thing taming Me is fear ....
only your craving of rules for security is able to restrain Me ...
the only power capable of fettering My creativity
is your fear of death.
It is your ego's fear of mistakes,
it's fearing of imperfection,
it's fearing the poverty of ridicule: only your ego -
cowering behind it's need for safety - righteously demanding security
can tame the abundant creativity of My love."
"I am fire and wind.
I am rain and sun.
I consume fear as easily as flame eats wood.
I blow away fear as easily as the breeze strips leaves from trees.
I drench creation with healing rain ...
I pour life giving sun upon My seeds of creation."
I do not take ... but I may remove ...
I remove all obstacles to Love."
"You cling to these obstacles:
your ego's fear of loss,
your ego's fear of loneliness,
your ego's fear of poverties.
Fear makes you small ... small feels safe ... and so,
you cling to fear ... mistaking
the smallness of fear for security."
"My love is fire consuming fear.
My Spirit is wind stripping the
fear armoring your heart.
I also gave ....
I freely gave you the choice to remain small and armored ...
I gave the choice of feeling safe in your fear ...
Freely I gave these choices, for yes,
I also must receive."
"I must receive your yes ... your yes of yearning
... to be ... to live as ...
the vessel - the vehicle - the organ ... of my Spirit .
Only say your word .... your yes of consent ...
that I may remove obstacles to love ..."
"Do not cling to your fear: For I am
the Source of All Love and Goodness.
Love and Goodness so wild and untamed
they join as creative energy bringing into being
.... begetting ....
that which is never yet been seen:
My love and goodness within you.
My love and goodness as you."
"Yes, I am a wild and untamed God trusting
My Creation to only say The Word ... so I may
be freely given into the world."
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